Sometimes I really wonder what it is im doing lol
I had to end our friendship cause her cockyness that she thought was attractive turned into her lying, then it made me resent her .. lie after lie. Im a capricorn myself but damn she lie more than me. And it's like I feel like she knew I could tell she was bullshitting I even told her to her face she was a liar. I think this is the only time ive ever met a woman whose acted like a man if thats even appropriate to say idk. And it was such a turnoff. I wasnt even into her from jump I just did it cause I didn't want to hurt her feelings idk why I do ts lol she wouldnt even wash her hands and talking about she wants to finger me..she had this weird ass chemical smell and would bring up this thing in her past that she did coke.. I did some research and found out that coke users smell like chemicals, asked her to her face id she was using and she was offended mind you she was acting visibly like energetic like she coukdnt sit down shes never acted that way..idk why im the way I am but if I wasnt attracted to her I should've just told her ..but yuck im glad shes out of my life finally ..its time for me to put these apps down