Five days late & losing it
Like clockwork anytime I’m stressed about something. I miss my period. I’m so agitated I can feel it trying to start, but I’ve just had too many stressful things. I don’t even know what to say cause I can’t put anything into words. I’m exhausted. Im angry and feeling constantly agitated and enraged. I’m not sleeping because I’m anxious and I feel offkilter anytime I miss my period but then the more it goes on the worst I feel and it’s just a cycle. There’s a lot of things in my life stressing me out and I’ve heard that a spiritual interpretation of PMDD is that all of the things that we suppress emotions letting people violate our boundaries, etc. etc. comes out in the form of rage and emotional turmoil during and before the menstrual cycle and luteal phase and I feel like this is really true for me I feel stuck in a lot of situations in my life and I’m not able to really speak up because I need help from those people financially because my health is not good and I can’t work. Sorry if this is going off topic a bit really when it comes down to. I just want my period to start at this point. I feel so angry, agitated irritated, not sleeping like I could just punch a hole in the wall.