In BotL, Kronos' vanguard is kept from arriving at camp halfblood by Antaeus, who stalls them as he decides whether to let them pass. At this point, we know that Krios, Hyperion, (and potentially even Atlas) are available to take on the giant. So why don't they just kill Antaeus and get to the camp earlier?
I see many questions about this, but the usual answer is to go and find a local club. Problem is that theree isn't any close to my home, and the only course cost thousands of euros to buy, and I don't have the money to pay a course. I could buy the equipment to do it on my own. How do I start on my own? Is it possible?
I had a fight qith my girlfriend on the 9th of june. It was a really big fight, where I (wrongly) accused her of not being empathic and tolde her that i didn't trust her. After the fight, she asked for a 10-day break (until she finisce her exams on the 19th)
Skip to the 19th, we call and I give her this really big apology where I tell her that it's all my fault, I didn't think any of what I said, and I really feel like I have changed my manners. She then told me that she believed what I said, but nonetheless couldn't forget what I said, and she didn't feel like she had anything more to give to the relatonship. She said that she cared about me, but couldn't say she loved me anymore. When I asked, she said she didn't rule out going back, but only to the point where she never rules out anything regarding the future. In the following days, we had some contact by chat where I initiated but she always responded with enough effort.
So then a couple day later (23rd), I called her and told her that I know she has the right of leaving me, and I don't question her. However, I really feel like she's such a perfect person, that I want to improve myself and later come back to have a healthier relationship. She told me it was ok, since it didn't really affect her directly (my improvements won't interfere with her life), but it was clear that she believes that I won't be successful and she won't fall in love with me again.
Now, I will have to see her one last time before this period of no-contact, to give her stuff back. I sent her a dm about how to organize it, but she left me on read a couple days ago (but i know for certain that it won't last, because she really wants some things back). When we see, assuming she's up for it, i'm planning on telling her i'm sorry about a couple other things i missed in my previous apology, but i don't expect her to change her mind over it.
What chances do I have in the long run? Am i doomed for failure?
Idk if this is the right place but rn I don't have other spaces to express myself, but basically I just re-did the test for my godly parent and I got Aphrodites (I had Zeus before). A year ago I would have hated it, as I was always given (by friends as well) Zeus as a godly parent and it made me proud to be defined by leadership, strength etc.
However in the last months pretty much everything crashed on me, mostly due to a lot of non-processed toxic masculinity on my part, and I'm working a lot on what caused it (namely, an irrational fear that no one will ever love me). I put a lot of effort into understanding myself and changing my attitude, so it's weirdly comforting to see that this changed.
Again idk if I should be posting it here, but idk where else this could be posted so I'll give it a go