Stuck in a loop
I am stuck in a loop of being upset with my current situation, loneliness kills me a lot but i don’t want to be with someone just to avoid loneliness, but the thing is that you don’t get real connection easily these days, it’s difficult like competitive exams..
I have very few friends and i don’t interact with people a lot.. being an introvert is good but sometimes it kills you from inside..
I’ve been looking for things that can help me to get out of this phase but not able to figure out what to do.. last year i lost my father, i never got a chance to spend a good amount of time with him and he is gone in a early age, there’s a lot for me to process but it seems like my mind just want to be in a very unhappy place because it feels like a comfort now..