u/Dealias

Only watched it once, will never watch it again.

He's just the most pathetic person ever. I thought the joker was supposed be kinda cool in a badass way. He's not at all. Just the most insecure awkward, lonely, total bottom of the totem pole person ever to exist pretty much. Like he needs to get his shit together, read some self help books, practice socializing, have a therapist, hit the gym. Instead he lacks any personal responsibility at all. He's the most cringe person ever. He's desperate for validation. He just constantly embarasses himself. I thought he would be a smart, calculated, mastermind, witty, intimidating guy. He's none of that at all. He’s not playing 4D chess. He’s a broken guy lashing out. I didnt root for him for one second. I absolutely hated that movie. I am shocked anyone liked it. Why would i wanna watch a loser just spiral for 2 hrs? Pretty sure heath ledgers version was way better.

I quit caffeine 9 days ago. I was doing 300 to 600mg a day. Tons of energy drinks and preworkout. I quit cold turkey, because mind over matter. And i wanted to see how bad it would get. 20 hrs later the withdrawals started. Horrible headache. Felt like I had a cold. I felt confused too. Just wanted to drink some motherfucking caffeine so bad to just make it all go away. I thought of caffeine constantly. Almost felt like an alcohol hangover. Suddenly day 3, after 30 hrs of suffering, I turned a new leaf. I felt like myself. I wasn't even craving it. I went socializing and was very energetic. Felt like I had drank caffeine even though I didn't. Was surprised. For some reason over the years I started to think i needed caffeine to be charismatic or confident or happy. Turns out that wasn't true at all. The first caffeine free workout i did, I took a non stim pre workout. The beta alanine and other ingredients sort of made me feel like i took a regular pre. But I was weak in the gym. Everything felt so heavy. I kept using the non stim preworkout every workout. Today I did no preworkout at all, and I can't believe how good of a workout it was. Like seriously. It was so good. Maybe I just forgot what preworkout feels like by this point, but I was strong. I enjoyed the workout. And when I left, I couldn't believe how good I felt. Felt like I always did leaving the gym. I used to think that good post workout feeling was the preworkout still going. But turns out it was endorphins all along. I was wrong the whole time. I feel dumb. I feel more energetic after my workout. Like the gym made me feel wired and alive. I got high from just lifting weights, so crazy.

Ive done zero dmha in these last 9 days, zero phenibut, zero kratom. I never drink ever. Being sober feels good. I think my caffeine tolerance was so high, it really wasnt even doing anything to me anymore. Just kept me normal. And i was always afraid to go without it because i didnt want a headache. Ive been eating cleaner too, just to practice more will power. I think eating cleaner food gives you more natural energy and makes you happier too. This has gone so much different than expected.

I quit caffeine 9 days ago. I was doing 300 to 600mg a day. Quit cold turkey, because mind over matter. And i wanted to see how bad it would get. 20 hrs later the withdrawals started. Horrible headache. Felt like I had a cold. I felt confused too. Just wanted to drink some motherfucking caffeine so bad to just make it all go away. I thought of caffeine constantly. Almost felt like an alcohol hangover. Suddenly day 3, after 30 hrs of suffering, I turned a new leaf. I felt like myself. I wasn't even craving it. I went socializing and was very energetic. Felt like I had drank caffeine even though I didn't. Was surprised. For some reason over the years I started to think i needed caffeine to be charismatic or confident or happy. Turns out that wasn't true at all. The first caffeine free workout i did, I took Sicario pre workout since it's non stim. The beta alanine and other stuff sort of made me feel like i took a regular pre. But I was weak in the gym. Everything felt so heavy. I kept using Sicario every workout. Today I did no preworkout at all, and I can't believe how good of a workout it was. Like seriously. It was so good. Maybe I just forgot what preworkout feels like by this point, but I was strong. I enjoyed the workout. And when I left, I couldn't believe how good I felt. Felt like I always did leaving the gym. I used to think that good post workout feeling was the preworkout still going. But turns out it was endorphins all along. I was wrong the whole time. I feel dumb. I feel more energetic after my workout. Like the gym made me feel wired and alive. I got high from just lifting weights, so crazy.

Ive done zero dmha in these last 9 days, zero phenibut, zero kratom. I never drink ever. Being sober feels good. I think my caffeine tolerance was so high, it really wasnt even doing anything to me anymore. Just kept me normal. And i was always afraid to go without it because i didnt want a headache. Im making this to remind all of you, in case you forgot, you dont need preworkout. Everything is in you naturally, you dont need anything.