5 days sober 🩵💜
Well, I’m 5 days into sobriety from 2+ years of heavy, daily edible use. My tolerance went up so quickly, at my worst I was spending 100-200+ a week on carts and edibles. I already had severe anxiety disorder and depression my whole life, and the first time I got high I felt like I finally found relief. The feeling was unreal and the addiction spiraled so quickly I didn’t even know what hit me. Having to hide things/lie to my family. Missing out on so many moments due to being in a weed coma almost every day. It was the same routine every day. Go out, buy my junk, come home and just do absolutely nothing for the night besides lay around. I want so much more than that for myself. My breaking point was 5 days ago when I hit my pen and had the absolute worst panic attack I have ever had in my entire life. I passed out and nearly had to go to the ER. Yesterday on day 4, I actually DID have to go to the ER. Pounding heart, nausea, BAD sweating, and my face and hands were completely numb and vibrating due to hyperventilating. I genuinely thought I was gonna die. I was prescribed an anxiety medication and it’s been an absolute lifesaver. To anyone early on in their withdrawal, I promise you, you’ve got this. You’re closer to the end than the beginning, and that’s something to be proud of. 🩵🩵