How do I (18F) leave abusive relationship with boyfriend of 2 years (20M)
Hi all, I wanna keep this post to the point. My conflicted as I know I need to leave this man, I’ve tried several times but each time I go straight back to him and I’m tired of it. We used to live near each other so his place was an easy escape from my home; but now I’m coming to the end of my first year at university and still haven’t moved on.
For context he SA’ed and raped me a couple of times in the beginning of the relationship, and I’ve been in turmoil ever since. But my fear of being alone is so much worse to face than staying with my abuser. He thinks I’m “over” what happened but I keep him around so I don’t fall into a depression. I have no friends at home or at uni, and my family is always too busy to see me. I can’t keep continuing this cycle of loneliness, grief and guilt for what has occurred does anyone have any experience?Thank you.