Why did I even bother
The "Victims Advocate" called me and read from a script that I interrupted when the instructions reached the step of calling the police for help.. when I attempted to explain that I'm not able to call the police for help and was providing specifics as to why.. my statement was shaky and evidently accusatory with a "you" instead of a "your office", as she cut me off to interject over the semantics of "you".. once I corrected myself she responded with a literal non-apology of, "Well, I'm sorry that you feel that way." she then goes onto tell me that she sees no reason why the advice she gives to all other clients, who are able to follow it and are happy for her assistance, isn't something that I can do and she suggests that we end the call if that is indeed the case. I started sobbing and asked her to please hear what I am saying to her, she says okay, and I explain again how the first time I called to notify police of him stalking and then assaulting me, they decided to press charges on me NOT him, your office backed up that choice despite the expensive lawyer I had to get who provided you with -[this is where my post begins] ample evidence including his text messages where he's apologizing for hitting me in the head knowing that he could've killed me because my skull isn't secure and the ONLY reason it was dropped, is because I agreed to get back together with him, so he said that he wouldn't show up to court... She's literally now speaking simultaneously/over me with this - it says that he failed to show up to court. Yes, exactly. Your office still refused to drop it and basically forced me to reconcile with my abuser. Victims Advocat: Oh, WE did that, did WE? Me: I really don't appreciate that condescending tone. Victims Advocate: Are you under the care of a physician, a psychologist? Me: Wow. Victims Advocate: Are you? Victims Advocate: I'm only asking because of the physical ailment you mentioned earlier. Me: That's not why you said that. The implication was that I am crazy and it's meant to be insulting. I go with your earlier suggestion on ending this call as it's clear that I will not be receiving any assistance from your office or you. You are a terrible advocate. Victims Advocate: I'm sorry that you feel that way, no one else does.