Devotional jewelry.
I'm heartbroken. Something goes wrong every time i try to find a devotional piece to wear for loki. Rings, necklaces, bracelets, ect. Something always ends up getting lost or breaking. This one necklace had a protection rune on it, but every time I wore it, I'd have an absolutely horrible day. The last devotional jewelry i got was a necklace that I bought back in May. I genuinely thought it was THE devotional necklace. But i come home from work today, and I find my roommates puppy in my room, and it completely tore up my necklace. I just broke down and started crying. Because why can't I ever have any jewelry for Loki? I know it's not needed, but it's something I really want. I feel so rejected by Loki, by the whole religion. And I'm so upset because it's one of the few good things I have in my life. Is Loki mad at me? Rejection me? Don't want to work with me anymore? I just keep repeating this questions in my head because I don't feel like I'm enough.