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Help?

Love is all I ever wanted,

yet I’m greeted instead

by drugs

and unfinished feelings.

The blade against my wrist

feels warmer

than any conversation

I’ve ever had —

even with myself.

I mix mysterious liquids together,

hoping that, for once,

I won’t have to feel anything at all.

And those pills

numb more

than just my body.