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Always had a good supply, bub has always been huge and is just going through a growth spurt or something. Usually I get 2ish hours between feedings. I still haven’t gotten close to a full night sleep since his birth despite the other parent trying their best to help; our house is too small and my ears are too attuned. I’m going a little crazy always obsessing over his sleep and never getting a solid break. Even though partner offers to watch bub when I need time I just still feel guilty and can’t stay away for that long. I’m resentful all the time but can’t seem to use the time I do have wisely and feel whole. Just need to commiserate- when does this get better? 😓