u/Delicious_Wafer6470

Hi, Im 14M and im looking for friends. I would try to reply as fast as i can but i have to study everyday A LOT :(

I like tv shows, david kubricks films, david lynch, also watched some animes years ago, horror films and basicall movies in general

Im addicted to music, like i couldnt even go 10 minutes without music. I like jazz, classical, indie, metal (black metal especially), grunge, alt rock, electronic etc.

I like reading literature, fantasy, scifi and romantic books too. My fav has to be white nights or all quiet on the western fronts

I love video games too. Like fnaf, tf2, mordhau, stanley parable, sally face, omori etc. (Some if them are way to expensive sadly for me to buy but regardless i love them)

Im bi, so homophobics dont comment.

My passion is drawing and I plan to direct films in the future.

Next week i'm going to 8th grade, and at summer break I just realized that I like wearing skirts, painting my nails or eyeliners. Once i painted my nails to black and purple (with the help of my sister), showed it to my dad and he was dissapointed, saying that it isn't masculine or that only girls can paint their nails. So after that i didn't really paint my nails except at the last day of 7th gradel. I painted my nails black. Anyway, I expected people to look disgusted but I never tought that literally almost everyone was disgusted by it, even my friends. Only a small group was completely fine with it. Today I told my mom that I would like to wear black skirts and she just straught up yelled me for 10 min saying I would bring shame on our family etc etc. My sister is very supportive about this, and knowing my brother, he would not really care. Though I find it unfair that just beacuse im a boy I can't express my self near my own parents or school. I know the school part wouldn't change, but I would like my parents to accept me like this. So i would be thankful if yall can give me advice or something like that.