Sertraline to Citalopram/Aripiprazole to Venlafaxine& struggling, what next?
Hi I was diagnosed with BPD traits , mixed anxiety and depressive disorder. I started off with Sertraline which just made me feel angry, then went to Citalopram 40mg and Aripiprazole 5mg to venlafaxine 112.5mg / Aripiprazole 5mg now and honestly I just feel deflated, Venlafaxine makes me feel more anxious and irritated, I’m not getting as much sleep, and sometimes my thoughts and feelings don’t feel like mine. I have serious impulse control issues. I only changed because I felt flat after a while on these meds. I have a meeting with my psychiatrist soon who’ll change my meds and discuss my case with others but what’s next, can anyone help me? I just feel really lost and hopeless now. My moods are all over the place, I’m having more unwanted intrusive thoughts and I feel so stuck. I just want to feel okay