I miss his text
Him and I are friends. 2 years ago, he approached me because he liked me. I do not want to be in a relationship because it really is not practical bc strict parents. So we remained friends. He never asked mento be his girlfriend because he knew I wouldn't say yes. He let me know he liked me and continued to maintain a fun friendship. Eventually I thought about how this would turn out in the future,that I may be giving him fake hope and starting treating him very rudely and not updating each other about our daily lives like we used to. We occasionally would get into huge fights and make up. We go on long breaks between fights but it normally went away in some days. This whole year, the total days we've talked maybe 7 days because I treated him so bad our fight were very frequent. The latest argument we had was in May and we haven't talked since. I don't know I really miss him right now. I want him to text me. But last time when he said he'll try to not text again, I said please try hard. Ik that was harsh but I think I love him. Ik it's not possible for us to be together maybe but at the moment I really really miss him. I've started to develop feelings maybe? i dont know???😭