how to be happy with being alone
i’ve been off n on the dating apps but tbh after one last failure (tldr clicked w this guy super well, talked for hours every night just for him to suddenly say hes not ready to talk to someone new atm cuz he’s super busy with work…) tbh i give up like it made me so upset coz i thought it would actually have become something. for context i’ve never dated anyone before, just a situationship at most and it was horrendous 0/10 exp. but i still believe in love. ppl always say a relationship shld be an additional to ur life, not ur main source of happiness which i 100% agree. i js think i may not be happy w my life atm which is why i am so desperate for a relationship but it wouldn’t workout in the long run bc of this. i dont really have proper friends i can confide in, just school/cca friends but it feels very surface level. i dont reallt go out much and just rot in my room cuz i dont rly like to be alone. i know the issue but im not sure what i can do rn