Looking for a connection
I was thinking where the human connections have gone. While growing up I had an ideal in mind regarding the kind of partner one should have. For the sake of that and for other priorities in life I did not date. Now it's a bit late for me but finding the right person is becoming like a business deal or a checklist to be completed. The human connection is lost. I don't know where the emotions went. For me a relationship means being with a person who can provide a sense of home. Someone to whom we can return to after a long day of fighting the world. Someone whose presence makes words redundant and the breaths speak for themselves. The sight of that person would melt the heart every single time. You would not need to assert yourself or change anything about them. Rather you would be ready to give your world to them. They would be doing the same in return. Several lifetimes could be imagined together with them and would fall short. I know I am too delusional, idealistic or naive. But this idea of connection exists, means there must be something like it. I am looking for that. I hope I find it someday. A lifetime is worth waiting for a moment of bliss with that someone.