Chanting 50 rounds before consummation and the buzz
I actually did this(maybe not the full 50)
I chanted the Hare Krishna mantra in my mind when I was going to release
I got a spiritual feeling during release. It was not like the feeling you get when you have illicit sex. This happened twice.
The other time I got a spiritual buzz was when I chanted the mantra for the 1st time.
I told a work colleague about the mantra and wrote it down for him
He privately chanted it once and came back to me and said that something happened describing the happy feeling he received.
The above stopped me being a total atheist because I had never experienced anything like that before.
I was never a full Hare Krishna .Wearing a dhoti and tilak never appealed to me. I had many material attachments and still do. I would rather Netflix and chill or scroll through Social Media than sit for Kirtan for example. I do not like to preach anything to anybody as I believe that people should have a choice on how to live their lives. I occasionally like to drink alcohol but not much.
I have tried to convince myself that ISKCON is all a load of nonsense combined with reading the articles on this sub.
But the experiences above always come back in my mind so do you get these experiences in other ways ?