my mother is dying
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my mom got diagnosed of breast cancer in 2021 and to keep things short ill just say she got through it because shes the strongest person i know she beat cancer
in 2025 it came back it spread to alot of places, majorly at that time in the lungs she couldnt breathe without external oxygen but being herself, the strongest woman i will ever see, she beat it again
it recurred again this year
it spread to her liver and such and caused her liver markers like bilirubin to skyrocket, shes everything to me
shes been admitted in the hospital for 9 days now, she truly believed just 2 weeks ago she was fine
now the doctors have said to take her home since they cannot do anything, no anticancer treatment can help since the liver is too dysfunctional right now to handle chemotherapy
i cannot live without her i have a 8 year old sister and the house feels so empty
today she cried on my shoulder
i wish all her suffering could be solved, shes just 42, she doesnt deserve this, she's so beautiful but watching her lose energy day by day and spend most of her day sleeping hurts like someone stabbed me in the chest
i want to spend time with her but the fact she doesn't wake up or is always sleepy hurts
i wish she could get better, i love her so much
what do i do