After over a year hiatus I’m even more blown away!
So yea, it’s been over year, probably more since I visited hyperspace. I’ve had maybe 5 trips total in my life. All have been profound in their own way. This time was a lil different because I was coming down off 1.5g of enigma so I was already kinda “dreamy”. I heard being on shrooms helps make for a calmer ascent and I kind of concur with that notion. Despite that though I was still nervous preparing for departure. It’s funny; I always look back and laugh about how tentative I am before blast off only to be in pure bliss afterwards. Guess it’s just one of those things….
But now to the trip itself. Just like the other times, nothing short of profound! I still can’t wrap my head around that this an available experience at any given time. One thing notably this time around was how “cartoonish” the closed eyed visuals were yet at the same time, looked more real than reality. And just the pure volume at which this geometric displays dance in your minds eye, it’s like your downloading terabytes of cosmic knowledge in seconds. It’s just honestly too beautiful to really describe and I was grinning hard the whole time.
2 core messages I received this time around were:
Once again, if this is what happens when we die, not only is there nothing to be afraid of, I genuinely look forward to it when my time comes.
And that all this “efforting “ we do through life, it’s literally just to get to a space where we “allow” ourselves to feel relief even though we could have felt it all along if we chose to.
The cartoon nature of this trip definitely made me feel like DMT was telling me that life is a game. The brief interaction I had with the presence that was there was laughing at me, almost as to say you’re taking this game way too serious bud, lighten up!
Once again I am 4ever changed. It really is like you before DMT and you after. IYKYK. Those that don’t will know one day but the brave that chose to peak behind veil are chosen to walk with heighten awareness