r/DMT

im interested in reading stories of those who had their first intense dmt experience at least 1 year ago.

did your social life change?

if yes, please share how

Edit: how it affected your friends circle? did you gain new friends, lost friends, became more introverted/extraverted... etc

The farthest I went is probably sub breakthrough. I took like 3 hits and at the end I could have taken one more hit but it was too scary— I seem to stop right before the last.

I had my eyes open, and I became a game character. Like I was actually a game character. I had access to abilities that I was trying to use but didn’t know how. I even saw a sort of door in front of me, and there was a “target” lock box of sorts around it, saying thats where I am aiming or something. As if thats the way out of the ‘game.’ One more hit might’ve launched me towards it. That state seemed to last for like 1-2 minutes then I came back to reality (out of being a game character), still tripping of course.

All in all, I’m seeing there isn’t anything to fear from DMT. That, I may not be the body, but awareness. The dreamer dreaming this dream. So, why would the dreamer fear himself? I realized I need to stop trying to resist this fear, accept it, and enjoy it. Only thing, my trust in myself, the unconscious, universe needs to be stronger than my fear — knowing that no matter what, I’ll be fine. Just like when you go on a slide or rollercoaster, you’re scared, but you know you’ll be safe. This is exactly the same.

I’m currently on vacation so I can’t put the knowledge I’ve gained into practice yet. It’s amazing how beautiful and scary it is. How do you get over the fear, especially with taking multiple hits on a cart?

Anyone else have an impossible time remembering anything from DMT trips? I rarely remember much of anything. It's like waking from a dream, it fades right away.

Ive been using dmt lately for headaches and will use up to 3 times a day, 1 or 2 of those being at night when I wake up. I think I'm already building up a tolerance but is there anything else to worry about? I've never "broke through " but have been very out there. But anymore just some visuals, things moving out of time kinda. The does is enough to stop the headache and that's my main concern but just worried about possible issues from regular use.

so I had an experience with 5meo not too long ago and I wouldn’t necessarily call it a good experience. it was with a facilitator but I was very scared of the way it all came on. I would say the best part of the experience for me was coming back. at the peak, I can’t say I saw the white light, but I also definitely was not aware of my
body. I didn’t feel any kind of oneness and connection, it was more just a limbo of looping sound and endless 2d geometry that I was now in outside of time and self.

now I want to try NN because somehow after that i’m still very called to do it, and got my hands on a decently concentrated vape pen. i’ve never done NN before, but I just hit the pen a few times just to get a feel for the body load and sort of a threshold/non-ego-death dose. and I have to say just feeling it I got extremely anxious and brought back to my previous experience. in a way, as much as that experience had faded, just this tiny taste of NN brought back a big chunk of the memories- specifically how it felt on the onset.

could my previous experience have just seeded negativity? I don’t know what to make of it as I do feel very called to smoke DMT. I dream about it almost every night. I can’t explain the calling. the first and only time I did it (5meo of course) it whooped my ass. too many preconceived notions. I literally got deleted into an infinite limbo of geometry, came back, gripped the ground for dear life, and now i’m dreaming about smoking dmt every night. and on top of THAT, I just hit a teeny tiny bit and all that came up was anxiety. thoughts?

Going on a cruise to Mexico next month…

Made myself a nice little cart with my Yocan pro
Seems extremely unlikely too be an issue…

I just like to take small hits while chilling…

Have you ever brought a vape on a cruise ? Was it cool ? Or is it a no bring ?

DMT/Changa made me transcend death I became aware of the afterlife I literally ascended to the actual heavens of consciousness I have no words, I felt like I died and realized there will never be death because life itself is a hallucination it’s not real in the first place, it happens within your heart or within God you could say, it’s an infinite awareness power, we were never bodies we were always that power from a dimension beyond and DMT allows you to become aware of that dimension that which allows you to understand life, death and the afterlife very simply since you just experience it it’s like we are meant and all have the capacity and capability for it it’s natural we are just misled, I don’t even know if we need drugs for it just the right people who experienced it and to share the experience that itself might even work honestly but yea the DMT helps more than anything could I feel, anyway I felt literally back home where there is absolutely no fear and absolute complete eternal bliss that is beyond all imagination. I feel like this life is extremely limited and a very weird claustrophobic version of life, true reality is immediate, this world makes no sense, it’s like I am God in a world that’s literally just born like why do we need to walk and go to buy stuff and pick stuff up and do stuff it should all be happening within the consciousness automatically and it’s an actual possibility once you experience ego death and expansion so big that life itself with how amazing it appears becomes literally like a sandbox game of very low quality and very low capabilities, like the video game is barely interactive everything needs to be done rather than just be happening it’s way too weird it’s a true hallucination I feel like in an old ass game or something and I am compared to it and all of its dimensions and existence am a literal all powerful all knowing God just nothing can come even close to my imagination and what is actually possible, bro I felt smart before but now I feel like I am actually visibly seeing the state of evolution we are apparently in and how absolutely ‘old’ it is, its like I know in my heart and consciousness what is truly possible and I’m looking at this world and I’m like man what the hell am I actually watching hahaha!? It’s like I am an alien from not just the future, but from another actual dimension and I have entered this hallucination/game of life and I am seeing it clearly, In a moment I feel like I am actually gonna simply warp reality by the power of my consciousness because I start seeing the background of life and the actual infinite possibilities beyond the daily limitations of our consciousness, I feel like even speaking and even telepathy is ‘lowly’ and a waste of potential, like there is an infinity to anything so just imagine if we are infinite and infinity and God himself to be aware of this limited suffering world is truly insane, idk I feel like truly I am seeing the real potential of pure consciousness and it’s like telling me ‘bro everything you can imagine and more could be yours’ but we need to do something, if we were all aware of this possibility I feel like reality would rearrange itself by the power of consciousness without even having to do anything because we are truly God