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😳 so just had the most awesome experience of my Psychedelic career. Fleeting as it was I must do my best to cement it to memory by way of pen & paper (finger & phone) haha. So I enjoy creating my Space Dust from Root Bark & Best way to consume said space dust is IMO vape cart, so I save myself a button of money by DIY (but that's usually the case with things, it's rare that doing something oneself ends up cost more but there are exceptions) 

I digress, 😉 anyways I'm familiar with Hyperspace & the vast multitude of places & realms inhabited by everything from Insectoids, Evil Clowns, Lovecraftian Monstrosities, Elfs, Fairies, & GODs and Goddesses. Tho I've never felt comfortable calling any of those experiences hallucinogenic, in the sense that I would say one hallucinates from Deleriants or that Sleep Deprivation might cause. 

These trips have always (I am prone to want to believe mind you) felt like MORE! 

From the 1st time feeling like something I've experienced before to all the inricate elaborate environments & there inhabitants having more sentient & autonomous feeling than even AI can pull off (and it's getting really good too) 

After this trip I'm pretty sure I have no idea How or Why? but do grasp WHAT is going on! But, it leaves me more full of questions than before. 

This time I began my trip with a prayer for protection & guidance & give thanks beforehand as I do most times. Something made me think of my MOM ❤️(RIP '2015) So I went with it. While blasting off I held her image in my mind (of course before the DMT kicked in It was not visible just imagined) But after a brief Waiting Room/Loading period following my breakthrough dose. I was flabbergasted by my Mom appearing in front of me with smile and excitement! Of all people standing damn near right in front of me! My eyes were closed but there she was. I reached out reflexively to pull her in to embrace. Although I only hugged myself I got the chills & a feeling of Love being returned. She didn't look like my Mom, the old lady, that died either. She looked like a beautiful version of her (ideal look) like when she was younger and thinner. All's I could think or say was I LOVE Y'all Miss Y'all & THANK y'all! What else could I say or think. She even tried to wipe my tears at one point. I saw her with other Folks whom were familiar but I didn't recognize I believe it was my Aunt & Grandpa & Uncle tho. It was an amazing Beautiful glimpse into A world which I reckon science will never quite be able to document. It was so cool. 

But now. 😒 WTF is going on? I believe in reincarnation? 😆. Nah but considering its been years since there passing i believe death is timeless. But like how? What, it was so trippy. 

My theory is DMT is like Natures TeleVision®😒😉 (the only remote we've is the ON(DMT breakthrough) OFF (Reality as we know it) on many trips now I've seen what looked like a film or a see throughwindow I was looking into from. IDK. I wonder whether they see ASTRAL Jesse (A radiant representation of Me) or 3D Me (I as I is RN)? Because as I said my mom reached out to wipe a tear so she mightve been looking into my room while I was looking to wherever She and my family were? Either way it's very apparent that they see you seeing them. So DMT turns on like a 15 minute 2way mirror to the Cosmos & all that entails. I 🤔 think.