
DMT and strange synchronicities
I feel like DMT is calling me again
During the COVID lockdown about 5 years ago, I managed to ‘get hold of some’ and had a few relatively small experiences with it. Even those were so unbelievably profound that I completely lost my nerve. I ended up flushing everything I had and getting rid of all my lab gear. I basically decided that whatever door I’d opened, I wasn’t ready to go any further through it at that time.
Since then I had barely thought about doing it again. But recently something strange has started happening. I keep noticing what I can only describe as synchronicities, NOT coincidences. Things appearing at exactly the right moment, strange references and bizzare connections that seem to keep pointing me back towards DMT. Individually, I can explain every one of them away. Taken together, though, its starting to feel weird.
Obviously there’s a rational explanation. Maybe DMT has come back into my thoughts for whatever reason, so I’m subconsciously noticing anything connected to it. Confirmation bias, pattern recognition, frequency illusion, whatever you want to call it. I understand all of that. But there’s still this persistent feeling that something is trying to get my attention. It’s extremely difficult to explain without sounding completely fucking crazy lol.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this after staying away from DMT for years?
Thanks for reading
PS A perfect example. I came home from work and accidentally knocked my TV remote onto the floor. YouTube came on, and the first video staring at me was a Vice video with Hamilton Morris called “Does the human brain actually produce DMT or is it a myth?”