Dead life.
Sometimes life feel like a shit, being a premed student on a gap year no interest in medical field and weren't able to crack mdcat leaved by a small percentage, shifting to pre engineering because you love it and covering the maths books in 4 months that pre engrr students cover in 2 years at this stage I feel like life is not going well life is dead and boaring never being our for enjoyment for a tour or something from the start of FSC ,no friends cause spending the whole time from years in books and lectures and after giving so much time and years still you are a zero you haven't achieved something, surviving on caffeine, tension and anxieties, sitting on a chair from morning to evening in a shot from years, back pain and belly out, eye lids formed, no motivation....... At this stage you are thinking what if I wasnt able to crack the engineering university entry test what if my gap year is wasted.....