Online relationship crashed and burned because of me, and now I regret everything
I was in a 10 months long relationship with this girl I met on insta. And god I could not have been more in love in my life, but there was a 2 year age gap between us that some of my friends did not like. And they also wanted me to date someone closer that they knew was into me. I let them get in my head and I decided to break up with her. Now she is with a new man 1 month after and I regret leaving her. Seeing her do the things we said we would do with this new man hurts so fucking much. And I handled the breakup like shit and told a person more than they should know, and she found out and rightfully called me out for it. She gave me a reality check and a half. I miss her. Not even as a partner, but as a friend. She was amazing to just talk to about my day and share music with. She was an amazing friend that I lost. And I really want to reach out again but idk if I should or what to say. Please respond. I need to talk