no motive making me move......
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I have the motive of course but, I feel it a little, but not enough to make me move towards and do the right things to do in the way of achieving my goals, I don't know if this is a depression or is this laziness or my will power damaged from p\*rn, mast\*rbate, scr\*lling, I think Iam overstimulated and no thing make me happy or feel anymore, I think Iam an alive dead man.
sorry for bad expression, but that's exactly what I feel it's confusing and I don't know exactly what exactly I feel or how to solve it, I know there's a budy will telling me that do the right things to do and ignoring what you feel at the moment and so on, but is this the solution? cuz I don't see this as a solution
Please any advice to make me better, for knowledge Iam a 25 years and I graduate from communication engineer and no job yet (I feel frustrating & overwhelming)