u/Different-Ant5152

I am 43 and I was diagnosed with metastatic IDC on April 9th. I'm supposed to be starting my first chemo treatment on Thursday and I am really nervous. I was supposed to start two weeks ago but the Doctor found a nodule on my lung during my full body CT . I had a full bot PET last Thursday and am supposed to be being brought in for a lung biopsy before chemo starts. I'm so tired of new things. I just want to start down the road of making all of this go away. I'm scared of what the doctor is going to find on the PET, I'm scared of what the chemo is going to do to me, I'm just scared and it sucks.