Looking for clarity
I (20F) am struggling to understand something that happened recently and I really need outside perspective. I’m feeling a lot of confusion and anxiety about it.
I was at a party at a friend’s house and had a serious argument with my boyfriend. I was very upset and crying heavily. A man there (28M) noticed I was distressed and started talking to me. At some point I went into the bathroom alone because I needed space to calm down and keep crying.
While I was in the bathroom he knocked and then came inside. He tried to kiss me and things escalated from there. I don’t remember clearly saying yes or agreeing to anything. I feel like I didn’t really know how to respond or get out of the situation, especially since we were in a small enclosed space. I'm trying to work out if this is rape and sexual assault.