u/Different_Bath_9075

Is there any hope? Can we get some wins in here?

Even if you gotta reach back and remember some kind of fucking happiness, can we get some fucking light in here?

Once I was invited out to LA to stay with this girl who liked what I was about on IG.

This was platonic for all I know but she was like come kick it for like 5 days. Met her friends, talked philosophical shit with her, had a blast.

At the time I’d been DMing this other girl in LA on more of a flirty vibe. Hit her up and said I would be in her city and we should get ice cream.

She was down, so down she came and picked me up and paid for the ice cream. I offered to of course, she said nah, and I’m always going to accept a blessing. She makes a lot of money so I just let her treat me.

Then, I planned my flight route back through Chicago to see this other girl with the same name as the LA ice cream one who I’d been like heavily flirting with in the DMs. And she was down. All about it.

Mind you I didnt fuck any of them. Could I have? The 3rd one definitely. At that point in my life just knowing I could was good enough and I didnt want the emotional connection with someone I wasn’t going to see often.

Anyway, I hope some cool shit that makes you think you are awesome happens to you, because that shit definitely made me feel like I was winning 😂

Sardines because nutrients 💪