I’m looking for anyone who’s had a ketamine infusion for pain management. I just have some weird questions. Like what do you bring? How long does it take? How long do you feel it afterward? Thanks!
We were having a conversation about something random and I said people (I meant in general) should try to remain connected with family. She laughed and said, “Coming from YOU?” Twice. I said, “Not if they’re abusive. She said. “It’ll work itself out..” I assumed she was referring to my n/c with my sibling bc they are verbally abusive, physically abusive in childhood and just in general not exactly a joy to be around. I went n/c about 3 years ago. (I do not have them blocked.. they could reach out if needed.) Was she referring to my sibling OR was she meaning I don’t contact her “enough? I guess it could be either. Regardless it made me feel like she a. Doesn’t believe that the abuse from sibling is justification enough to go n/c or b. She doesn’t believe sibling is abusive at all. It felt like she thought I was overreacting or the old “being too much.” I do not foresee any kind of future relationship with my sibling. I set a boundary and I’ve stuck to it. I don’t miss them. It’s a relief. It feels like a slap in the face that she does not have my back on this, but then I feel stupid for expecting her to. It’s just really irritating me and I needed to get it off my chest. Thanks for reading.