I really want to lucid dream again, and I get real close but it never happens. The other night I recognized I was in a dream. Even said it out loud because it was the only part of me that had become lucid. And my braid went " Ah well. Anyway-" and continued on with my dream like nothing ever happened.
Is there a way I can get it to stop doing that and allow me to lucid dream?
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*Hate is her main emotion rn lol*
This is Lieutenant Chloe Durham of the Federal Army of Chorus promoted two months after her brother died and the end of the war approached.
in a later time, she learns that Locus was the one who killed him after Felix had captured him and eventually let him go
~~yes, I am using the cameo "he doesn't miss anymore"~~
I am of the belief that the mercs kept tabs on who was getting good at killing, faces, armor, etc that way later when they got too good, they could kill them and keep the war going. Durham was one of the few who managed to stay alive past the war.
in this story I'm writing, she's one of the newest additions to the Arc Dynamics security team. on temporary lend as long as the team is on Chorus as President Kimball wants to keep her eyes on these UNSC officers and what better person to send out than the one who is absolutely blinded by rage towards the people who made her lose everything.
writing this story, I'm unsure if I should post on A03 or here. or both
Since polls are disabled I have to do this the hard way
I just finished Felix V2, and I want a new helmet project while I wait on my professionally done model of the Erinyes from Infinite.
So, if you want me to make one of the Reds and blues/ some freelancers considering majority of them wear Mark 6, just specify.
Other than that, I'm open to options.
I struggle with this a lot, I think, I don't know if it's because I didn't have many female role models in my life at a young age or what.
More specifically, it's hard for me to make friends with other women. I get this thought in my head that they aren't like me, that I'm either too much or too little of a woman to be even considered to be friendly with them.
(Plus, I'm just in my male dominated spaces what with what games I play and what shows I enjoy, and it's like i dont meet many other women in those spaces.)
Sorry I wish I had my thoughts more cohesive.
For easier context, I haven't been able to lucid dream in a long time. During the times that I have, I have lost my lucidity, and I go back into normal dreaming. Like it takes the control out of my hands and forces me back into the story it wants to create.
I've done all that I can think of to do.
It's in the back of my mind, I have the alarm set in the middle of the night where rem sleep is most common to happen, and I have a goal going into Lucid dreaming.
But once I achieve Lucidity (which is very rare), my dream will have someone or something come up to me to interact.
I know that as soon as they start talking to me. I lose that Lucid power. So I run from them, I crawl, I fly. But now it's like my legs are stuck in tar that isn't there. My body automatically talks back to the stranger, and my lucidity is gone, so in turn, I can move. Just only in the way my dream wants my body to move.
Vengeance was my first Tribes game I ever played. I was 7, and just have amazing nostalgia for the old days when servers were so incredibly populated.
Does anyone still play it anymore? I'd really enjoy getting to be with someone again
This is the smallest Zucchini I could find.
After a year or so of it sitting on my shelf, it's finally done
Glad I can finally get it out of the way
I tried playing the game a few years back to find tht the game was actually closed down. I heard rumor that someone was working on making it accessible again, but I'm unsure as I'm not in the official discord.
Anyone have any ideas as to what's going on with Alicia now adays?