So you know when you wake up from a dream and you can’t remember a thing despite thinking about it less than a minute ago. The thought/memory gets sucked up and goes away, anyone else experience this while about their day. I double check everything like the stove oven garage and to lock up when I leave etc.
I live with my mom and I have a factory job working 4 days a week(25/hr) and get some money from odsp like 300/m. I’m saving money to get a sub 10k car and fix it up and get another job in Ottawa and move there and the job I’m looking at is sales and requires driving. I’m medicated and my physician supports me getting my license reinstated which was suspended when I got diagnosed and will get it back hopefully before the end of year. After successfully getting a job and room for rent I intend to buy a better car like a newer Toyota. If I leave my job I lose 80% benefits eg Abilify but that’s not the end of the world as it’s like $60 a month and clozapine is free for me. I’m able to hold down a job for over 3 years now (im 27m) and I’m ready to go out on my own and restart my own life instead of coasting at a decent job in a small town, don’t get me wrong things are great I’m close to work and make great pay and benefits but I can’t see myself being there for the next 2-5 years. I have not told these sentiments and plans to family yet but I got to do what feels right for myself. Any advice from those that have moved away from family for opportunity or used odsp to restart their own lives would be appreciated.