My grandfather’s death made me realize I’m wasting my life
My grandfather passed away three days ago. We were very close, and he was the only person in my family who truly believed in me. When I moved to another country, he supported me and even gave me money so I could have a chance to succeed.
Lately, I’ve been wasting my life — sleeping until noon, smoking, drinking, eating badly, chasing meaningless things, and just repeating the same cycle every day.
His death made me realize I’m not living in a way that would make him proud.
I want to change.
I want discipline.
I want to train, go to the gym, maybe start Muay Thai, improve myself mentally and physically, and become someone he would be proud of.
I’m not looking for motivation. I’m looking for real advice from people who managed to rebuild themselves and become better.