Relapse win/lost
Man it’s been a while but I had 5k saved up and slowly but quickly I managed to drain it all on going to casino & playing online casino . Live black jack hands & every possible gambling game .
So far I am down 100k USD since I started gambling at 18. I stopped at 25 then I relapsed again like a month ago & couldn’t stop gambling. I am 27 now.
I feel like a weak man , don’t gamble it’s very dumb & fuks with your mentality & you become sleep deprived.
This week has been a nightmare too , I managed to go negative 2k .
Basically I have $0 & I promised my self to not be in this position. But here I am back were I was hahaha
I blocked all the online gambling platforms.
Let’s hope for this recovery to be good.
I say this again, don’t gamble unless you’re fine with losing money.
I am done gambling. Hopefully I stay true to my word. I pray & wish everyone a great life .
Think before depositing. Maybe saving that $1000 is better to keep or invest into stock market & have shares.
Ps - $3000 usd is like 4 years of minimum wage in poor countries like Bangladesh.
Some people grind & hustle for $$$ & we just fuking burn it (give it to casinos).