Yes. I miss this person .. always on my mind .. but sometimes even in the middle of a busy life… that heaviness in the chest comes … the throat gets tighter and the tears runs down’s
And you just cry … I am not usually that emotional or easy to cry person…. It is so painful.. it’s a grief. Happened to me tonight while in the shower.
I was already married when I met my twin. It was like a Déjà vu. I saw him from past lives the minute I saw him. I was never drawn to someone like I was before. Not even with my current partner. That meeting shake my whole life and transformed who I am. The attraction was mutual and instant. After a lot of push and pull I decided to distant myself from everything that takes me to him. Kept going with my marriage that almost ended because of these intense feelings and honestly never went away. Still lingering each day. I think about him every damn day and that is killing me. I have two kids now, didn’t have none when we met. Kept going with my life … this has been going since dez 2018. For almost 10 years! I haven’t seen him Christmas 2019.. until last year when our patch crossed out of the blue in the most “what are the odds” situation. I saw him in a crowded room when our eyes locked again, the room suddenly got quiet, time stopped. We talked briefly and it was full of tension and missing each other… we said our goodbyes and still gazed at each other one last time after he left…