Too used to being alone.
I just don't have it.
I go on dating apps because I have no other avenues to even possibly meet a woman. I barely get any interaction which is expected.
A girl messages me and she's actually not a bot.
Hi.
Wyd.
She looks nice, nothing in common but that's expected. We go back and forth for a bit, short one line responses, then I just stop. It's a fucking waste of time, nothing wouldve come of it and I'm just tired. I got no personality and attempting to socialize is excruciating.
Maybe I'm making subconscious excuses but they're legitimate problems regardless.
If it wasn't for the biological necessity of socialization I'd prefer to be completely alone. That's how I usually function until it gets overwhelming. This entire routine will probably repeat.
I think I've just gotten too used to being alone.