u/DinosauroCriptomane

Hello guys me and my girlfriend has known each other the 23 of august. I had instantly fall in love with her but she didn’t found me attractive (at least at the time as she say) a week after we meet she kissed a guy in front of me a lot older than her (M26) knowing that i liked her, that got me to get really down so for a week or two we didn’t talked a lot. After talking for a month we got together and it was so damn wonderful. The biggest problem is that i couldn’t get over her past i discovered that before becoming my girlfriend she kissed 6+ guys the two months before getting together. For a moment i almost broke up with her for that but later on i decided to work on that so i asked her to tell me all the story so that i can know the truth and work on that to get past it. The problem is that every once in a while something that se didn’t tell me comes out and that hurts me a lot but every single time she says to me that she forgot that ecc ecc. Another problem is that her past makes her laugh even in front of me for example she said that she kissed a guy in front of the restaurant of my dad (place where i grew up) and that made her laugh even though se knew how deep it is for me. Please guys give me some advice i don’t know what to do. How can i get past it? Thanks to everyone