BEDA or NALCAP?
So, I applied for and interviewed with BEDA back in March. I didn't think I'd get it because 1. My interview went pretty poorly in my view and 2. with all the other aux programs shuttering, BEDA would have stiff competition so I probably wouldn't get it.
With the months of April and May going by with no word from them, I really thought that was it. Then NALCAP all of a sudden opened, and my hope was back. I applied just hours after the call went out, which is a reversal of what I did last year. (my rec letter came in just two days before the call closed.)
Then, this morning, I get an email that I was selected for BEDA! This is great, but it presents a problem. I think I want NALCAP (assuming I am accepted) more because it seems BEDA is more expensive and demands more, but honestly, as I have no experience with any of this, I'd appreciate some feedback.
If you were in my position, what would you do?