(3 months clean) 25-40gpd powder for 10 years+
What a crazy rebirth.. Let me start with saying something’s I was worried about once I first quit. Will I still be creative and into the things I’m into while I was doing kratom?(yes do even more things now and my creativity/interest have expanded due to breaking my kratom mental clock where I was mostly doing the same things everyday and was ok with it because I was “feeling good”.) will I still be able to overwork myself and get my energy back?(yes my energy is back and better and it’s natural and I chose to not overwork myself by taking kratom and continuing to work to make myself feel like the kratom wasn’t a problem.. now I stop working around a certain time frame and do more self help stuff like, exercise, meditation, music therapy etc I’m also in the best shape and mental state that I’ve been in in years. How am I going to sleep without taking kratom?( my body has adjusted and I sleep fine usually around 11-1am depending on what I got going on but It’s natural now and I get great sleep) over all my life is much better I’m less selfish, have slowed down and enjoyed life, think more logically, better health and mindset etc. I have zero urge to ever do it again I never want to experience what I had to go through in all stages of recovery but looking back from where I’m at now I’m glad I felt it all for what it was it was because it showed me what I didn’t want to be and the consequences of my selfishness. Now my life is beautiful and I’ve learned to deal with things head on instead of numbing myself. If anyone has any questions or comments or needs advice I’m here for you.