Ever since we had our fight the other day, I just haven't been the same. I honestly just don't really care anymore and I know I fucking hurt you but it's still sitting with me what you said. I know you were just trying to say something to hurt me since I hurt you, but hearing you tell me that you're just going to go get a girlfriend is fine with me. I really don't fucking care anymore. And then now, just a few days later, everything is supposed to be back to normal. You act like nothing ever happened or was said.
So, at this point, I want you to find a girlfriend and I don't want any part of it. We can still be married if you want but I really think at this point that you do need to find yourself a girlfriend. All the times you've told me about people flirting with you at work (specifically the one woman who wanted to take you out), I realize that you should absolutely have someone else. When you do find yourself a girlfriend you can let me know if you want to just keep me around as a side piece or if you would just rather not have me around anymore so you can live your life how you want.