Some insight?
I need some help. My parents only believe that the word femboy is something sexual due to porn standards but since I have always been a girl, they also might not understand that I'm a transmasc femboy. I also have a very straight boyfriend that is absolutely against dating dudes, and I just came to the conclusion tonight that I might be a transmasc femboy but I've always been transphobic towards myself, keeping myself away from certain things. It's not like my mom or dad are homophobic, my mom is bisexual, but I don't know how to exactly explain to them that I'm still feminine despite wanting to identify as a male. Well. Anytime I've joked about being a femboy, my mom chides me on how the term is sexual and inappropriate from a minor. I just have been feeling this way for over two to three years now without realizing, and I've been lying to myself.