u/Direct-Raccoon-1641

I have been at this for over a year now and wont get into the nitty gritty but failed FAR with a 74 right before busy season this year. I genuinely have never been in a darker place and I am just wondering if anyone else has been here and what theyve used to get through. I wish there was any sort of support in terms of mental health resources geared towards intense studying like we do. Not really sure what im asking for other than community and just getting this out of my head I suppose. I have always struggled with mental illness but genuinely things have never been this dark. Started praying again which is weird. Studying has been about 12 times harder because I cant help but spiral when I sit down to study, anyway, goodluck to me and everyone else, thanks for hearing me out.