u/Direct-Relative-6727

Hello, this is my first time posting in this community. So a couple nights ago I went walking around my neighborhood (i take frequent walks on this route and I live in a relatively safe neighborhood) and this was a day where i had stayed inside for the majority of it, but the moment i stepped outside everything just felt very off. The ground felt far away, things like trees were in the wrong location, when cars drove by it felt like there was no one in them, the clouds felt really close, and strangely i started becoming hyper aware of everything around me. sometimes it felt like there was something right behind me wherever I turned. sometimes things like bushes or fire hydrants looked like people standing and looking at me. I jumped at the smallest movement and was startled by anything near me that i wasnt well aware of. this kind of thing has hardly happened to me, and it was never this bad. I really apologize for venting like this and im wondering if anyone can help me avoid this or have methods for me to calm down when things like this happen. thank yall so much.