Quitting again, day 0
I’ll call it day 0: the day I make the decision and basically brainwash myself into quitting, even though I’ll probably still smoke tonight.
Every day I feel more anxious. I’m finding it harder to communicate with people and harder to deal with life around me. The sun is shining outside, and I’m stuck indoors, probably already low on vitamins at this point because weed has started messing up my stomach too.
Masturbation has taken over my days, and porn has too. I barely cook anymore. Most of the time I order food, when I’m even able to eat. And when I do eat, it’s usually unhealthy stuff.
Honestly, I’m so, so, so unhealthy right now - mentally, psychologically, and physically. If any of you have videos tips & tricks of how to deal with this, would be great. I've quitted before, but everytime on my own, and this time I'm thinking to share this experience here and also get a bit of your help. 🙏