Sad scenario I created that I cry to sometimes at night
Since 2020, I cry to this scenario I made with a fictional character whos one of my comfort characters
Basically I pretend she's my older sister. One day I move in with her temporarily cuz my house is having renovations. We had an estranged relationship during our childhood cuz our parents were not the best, but she seems to want to change and offers me comfort like baking me a pie and repaying money she stole from me when we were kids. However, because I'm full of resentment and pain, I mistreat her verbally.
Then, one night, we get into a fight, and she runs back to her room. I then have a nightmare where she peacefully passes away in her sleep and I have a breakdown trying to wake her up. When I awake from the nightmare, she runs to me and asks me what happened, I explained everything, and she still chooses to move on from our terrible childhood and says its okay, despite how I have treated her during my stay. The moment she says "I forgive you.", I immediately start sobbing. She wipes my tears with a tissue and we both hug as I continue sobbing into her shoulders.
I am a strange, weird dude.