I had a deeply emotional revelation of sorts the other week while candy flipping. It’s something that would greatly affect my and my partner’s lives if I act on it. It’s something that was already on my mind before tripping, but that I didn’t think about during the trip until a sudden “aha” moment. The next day, though, I felt less intense about it and back to my pre-trip stance on the subject (there is a possibility that this stance is just something I’m convincing myself of, a possibility I have previous considered but that I have decided isn’t true).
Is it more likely that my revelation during the trip is my actual true feelings? Or was I just in such a heightened state of emotions and my logical self before and after are a better representation of how I feel?