I feel devestated...
I have a crush on a girl. I met her online and we met in person as well. The reason we became close friends is cuz she and I have the same vibe of talking. But at the same time she is so gorgeous. So every boy is after her.
I did gifts for her birthday and she was really happy. Like I genuinely like her being happy. I am the type of guy who likes to give gifts to my friends
We usually chatted a lot and we really had a good friendship but until she stopped messaging me like closely. She started sending me short messages as well. Lately I found out this is because of the family problems. But still I feel like something is missing.
Even if I asked her, her family is rich. I had to survive and keep my family alive as well. I somehow got a hold of my life a bit right now but I am comparing myself. I know money isn't everything. But in this society it does matter to some people.
I have been through hell with these thoughts, my heart aches a lot. I dunno what to do. Feel like I am lost.