I feel guilty because I do not enjoy sex but my partner loves it.
Im (19,F) and I really dont quite enjoy sex. It doesn’t really turn me on… but my partner (20,F) usually want it. Even too we have been doing it once a month I feel that they want to do it way more often. I’m aware it’s not much but I have the impression it’s way more often in my head , every time she ask for it , I’m not that hyped , then they are mad because of it and push me away from bed.
I can add that when we have sex I’m the one who give plessure , I dont like to receive it since my body hate it I have no idea why, I wish I liked.
I told her ill try to so better but every time I refuse she tells me that I promised I will do it etc , I feel shitty, what can I do???
I could force myself but I believe that’s not the good solution since I dont want it
TL;DR : I dont like sex , but my partner does and request it pretty often. What can I do ?