u/Disastrous-Edge-9947

So boom there I was making bad choices last month leaving a wedding. I hadn’t drank in months and I didn’t eat definitely the recipe for disaster!

Thank God no injuries accidents nothing - well the cops left bruising on my arm from grabbing me so hard but whatever. I took pictures and went to the doctor behind it just for my own record.

Anyway! Look I hired a lawyer I emailed to confirm my court appearance next week. Mind you I did the DUI class, MADD, & I completed an evaluation along with a drug test. I also have my community service set up. Before this I was living a sober life and this experience definitely will uphold my soberity. My point is THIS MF DIDNT KNOW I HAD COURT NEXT WEEK! I wana fire them! Like what the fuck do you mean I paid almost 9k and you not tracking I have court next week!?!!!

I AM NOT GOING BACK TO JAIL! Should I fire em? I’m so scared and I want my damn money back atp!

This happened somewhere in GA.

I don’t have many details to provide other than I left because I felt unsafe where I was and I don’t remember anything after that. Again I’m in GA.

I blew high as FUCK - like I’m quite embarrassed and ashamed that I let myself get so worked up instead of just taking a damn uber. I don’t even drink like that to begin with this was just a special occasion. Anyway I blew .261 no accident no injuries. Literally took a shot right before I left the party.

I’m sure I’ll be looking at probation & the breath thing in my car which is whatever this is totally on me.

Idk why but, I am so scared. I have never been in trouble with the law in my life. And again I’m quite embarrassed i endangered myself and other drivers - I don’t even let my friends drink and drive! I take keys call Ubers . I almost feel hurt they didn’t do the same for me. But it is what it is and what it will be.

This is and will be my first and only offense. 😭 it’s been a week I still feel shitty. I’m scared how this will impact my routine. I hate being grown and on punishment. Shit sucks. Idk I have a lawyer and allegedly he’s the best in the area. I go to court next month.

I’m already taking MADD, DUI classes, I’m doing light community service since I already was committed to doing it before the incident.

I don’t know I think I’m venting. I’m scared as shit. I was trying to use my Veteran privileges and the fact I’m a widow.

I just need a hug and idk what else. Jail was so fucking nasty someone literally was rolling around in their shit!