Going from one to two
Hi, I'm currently a SAHM to a toddler, he will be 2 in a few months. Lately I have been thinking about another baby. I miss when my son was little. We were in a small apartment, under alot of stress, and I have no village (family) so I pretty much did it all alone as far as baby shower and getting things for the baby. (I worked up until I went into early labor) Ive made posts in my local Facebook group asking about having 2, or even more, and the most comment feedback Ive gotten is " you regret the baby you didnt have". But I want to hear it ALL, the good and the bad, not just the good. Is it really amazing to have another? I rarely hear anything bad but I don't want to go for it and then regret it later. We live in a bigger house now, lots of space for a baby, and better area to be able to get out postpartum and not be stuck in the house. It is primarily me taking care of my son, day and night other than the weekends, and even then it's me. Any moms in something similar?
I took a pregnancy test, and the line was faint. I was excited for the idea of another baby until I seen the faint line. Now I'm second guessing everything and honestly just scared. I don't really know what advice I'm looking for specifically, just honestly anything. Any regrets you had with another, any positives, any worries, just anything. I feel so alone, even though this is what I wanted a few weeks ago.