I don’t know what to do
Hi all, I’ve been crying all day. Last week I had an ear infection didn’t think anything of it. 2 days ago I found a lump under my ear wedged between my jawline just under my earlob. I thought it was a swollen lymph node. Went to the doctor yesterday n he said I have a throat n tonsil infection lump had nothing to do with it. He said it’s a cyst n they’re doing ultrasound testing. I jumped the gun right after the visit n made an appointment with the ENT doctor right away because of wat it might be. The appointment is exactly next month from today. I’m so fucking scared, I’m lit just ab to turn 21. I spent my early college years addicted to substances. I’m sober have been for almost 2 years. I’m so worried it’s over for me. I just got my life back now I have to be worried about this I don’t know what to do. I can’t stop crying. It doesn’t help that I enrolled in summer courses n finals are creeping up on me. I don’t know what to do.